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Friday, March 5, 2010

Life of a grad student

I know this for sure any person in America doing their masters or Phd wud be on my side after reading this post.
DEFINE grad life...........

I dont think thats a difficult question to answer is it. I would rather say that grad life is the time in which u understand urself and u surprise urself by doing stuffs u never ever wud have thot u wud do :) :) i know i wanted to make it look confusing coz dats grad life. One liner for grad life.... its a sweet horrifying journey with an uncertain destination. I personally came to do my Phd dats after i finish my masters of course, with so much dreams and a thought in the corner of my brain. You wanna know wat that thought is.... Guys its easy you wud have had the same misleading shit in ur head too, its nothing but fun and opportunities. Now i dont think a grad student has any of the two, I never thought i would be working this hard in my life, bak in my ug i dont even remember working... now all i can think of is work its a complete transformation you might say. People who know me well bak in India know that i dont stay even for a brief time span without music and over here i listen to it say for an hour everyday. I dont know whether these changes are good or bad but it just makes me a better person makes me understand myself better now i can define myself which i was not able to do a few months bak. Masters is basically making love to your computer or ur test machine etc and waiting for it to reciprocate it. You might have to try it from diff positions too till you get the most satisfying and useful one :) :) . I cant complain that i have lost much after i started my masters but i sure did learn a lot.... But will this journey lead me to a good future is still shady but who the heck cares right now...... so in short if i shud define grad life it wud be..... PATHLESS PATH TO A KNOWABLE UNKNOWN :)

Thursday, March 4, 2010

MIghty

Here I am back with a blog post after abt 6 months,

I am just gonna write about a thing which defines me...... MYSELF :)

I always wanted to write about myself which is actually really very tough for any person. Anyways here i go...................

People kinda think of me as a guy who does not talk, who is shy etc etc..... Thats only if you meet me for the first time. If you know me then you are dead coz i wud just torture the hell out of ya by just talking about anythin and everything under the sun and mostly it will be about music. I am a emotional idiot i will accept dat wholeheartedly coz if i dont i know i wud be kicked in my balls by most of my friends :). I don't care about what others think of me but i care a whole lot of wat my dear and near ones think of me. Thats kinda contrary i know but my brain has a lot of short circuits. I actually dont know whether people like me or not coz i just cant control myself i will just tell watever i feel with no censorship :). I am stupid coz i do believe everyone and trust everyone which has got me into the worlds largest pile of SHIT but even after stinking that badly I havent changed much. I do have a complex of me being fat and i always wanted to reduce but i dont do anything much to achieve that possible everest. I am Lazy but i will work hard on things which i love. Thats right i have a very very strong likes and dislikes i wud never do if i dont like a thing. I can go on and on telling abt myself but wud u people go on and on reading abt this good for nothing useless ass :P :P so i m giving you guys a break see ya soon................
P.S to sum it all.... I AM A FATSO who is STUPID and CRAZY in every possible way.